ショートポスト#94

oh my gosh, SPM is ending soon!
feeling sad and happy at the same time!
sad because left 2 days to see my friends(T.T)
happy because finally can sleep for long hours!
when can we CDD again?T.T

tomorrow accounts!
why am i still blogging?!
just want to type so badly! hahaXD

i feel like having a cat as pet now..
there is this SUPER cute kitty in school!!(≧▼≦)
its so cute want to bring it home! hahaXD

I can't believe it..i was the last to went home this aftrnoon..T.T
the school was so different from usual school hours. only Peugeot's hum can be heard the one and only white peugeot in school area.. i still remember when the japanese came, we all stood infront of the library and sang school enthem..then when they saw it then they were repeating "shiro shiro shiro" means white white white..hahaXD

Finally the stock has arrived! what car model is cooler than reventon?(≧▼≦)

oh no..its almost 10! must study!@.@badminton hall..i will remember youT.T

ショートポスト#93

Year 2010,
year of change.

New glasses, phone, camera, cloths, and soul.
All takes time to adapt,
a reborned soul, need to be remold.

To let go those who one important aren't easy,
why must i go through this cruel fate?

The fear of losing them,
overwhelm my dreams almost everynight..

those who were once best friends,
became only acquaintances,
its truely hurtful by just having the though about it.

There is a friend of mine,
who's priority is always higher than otherss,
the world's population is 6,692,030,277 to be exact,
Where am i suppose to find another one who is exacly the same?

oh..it just hurt so much just to think about it..
BFF, when can we fight again?
CDD gang..when can we CDD again?
Other fiends, when will i be seeing you again?
Free badminton court..where to find?
Canteen food, where can i find tofu rice for 3 bucks?
Hokuryo Exchange program, can i host once more?
school uniform, will i ever be wearing you again?
High school life......no moreT.T

ショートポスト#93

Everything is Crystal clear now,
the shattered glass are fixed,
the feel of despair are gone,
A new Soul had born.

muahahaha!XD

ショートポスト#92

Add math..a subject that we should never look down.....
this afternoon..had the most intense battle ever...
it was soo bloody hard!!@.@
reach section B and only left 1 hour!? what the hell!

After the exam was SUPER HUNGRY! where is that girl when you need her..hahaXP didn't know these food tasted so nice! my comment about it---GOOD! hahaXD
that one was from yesterday..today she didn't come, means to biscuit supply..=(
so this afternoon, after the 1st paper, we have four hours of break! can you belive it? FOUR HOURS!! everyone driving out, walking out in groups and went for lunch! we planned to walk to JUSCO, but it was too far..hahaX3Men in SG uniform.,X3so we went to the library to pass time! CDD gang, what else you think we were doing in the library? hhaaXD CW's royal flush was the biggest for today! hahaXD Austin the beast was soo happy when he saw the MC Donald delivery man arrived! hahaXD guess who was hidding there!XPDarren was studying hard..so we didn't disturb him for the 1st 3 hours! hahaXPEveryone was so hardworking! i think our group ws the noisiest in the whole library..hahaX3See the beasts eating..haha
On the other side of the corner, PC was suder hard working to slove add math questions.. guess who is hiding behind this time? hahaXD i also want to play hide and seek! so long never play liao!XP when it was almost time, we headed to the hall and wait for the last 10 minutes to pass! after we came out from the toilet, we saw..it was soooo cute! i felt like bringing it home!XPP when i try to take it's picture, it jumped up and hung on my pants!@.@ it's paws are bloody sharp!! painful skretches!!X# it was cute, thats for sure! hahaXDD
Then we went in for the hell paper....
so sleepy lar..only slept for one hour whole day and woke up at 5.00 AM
still got account homework to pass up tomorrow..T.T
Any one tried goat milk before? it is nice you know? the packaging its self looks veryattractive to me! hahaXP it gave me an very olf fashion feel..hahaEndless wonders..endless thinking..
i was knocked out with one question that day when i was day dreaming..
I have experienced 3 type of situation..
love at 1st sight,
love her characteristic,
Love because she care for me.
(sad to say non of them worked..hahaX3)
The question is..what exacly the term "love" means?
I am not being a desperado, but just want to understand more about out feelings..if we don't understand, then do we have the right to love other people? OR we only can find that answer when you are in love with someone? so which is it? hahaX3

AHHH!! i need to eat more fish! hahaX3
i want a satisfying answer! wouldn't life be boring is we don't go and seak for answers? hahaXD

wait, if i continue to wonder, my account hw will never be done! lolXP

hmm...its hard to forget huh?

ショートポスト#91

Picture made things easier..
its non of my business,
why am i so bothered by this matter?

(after 2 hours..)

after i ate a home made fish,siddenly everything started to make sence!!O.O
so fish do make you smarter! hahahXD
now, why am i so bothered by this matter?
before the reason is stated, 1st i must mention who is she..
Now, SHE is a friend of mine whom i can FULLY trust. A friend that i have no doubts AT ALL. most importantly is when i talk to her, 99% of my worries and problems just dissapear into thin air!
And i notice that, when i am with CDD gang, when we start to do just about anything, 75% of worries are gone!
here it is, why am i so bothered by this matter..

just maybe, the inner me is afriad that, after she is in a relationship, i , a normal friend, will not be able to see her as often or chat as often as usual..although we hardly chat..hahaXD

perhaps thats the reason behind it..afraid of losing a trust worthy friend..
but i suppose the way i treat her as a friend was wrong too..a little bit too much..hahaX3 (woopsXP)

sorry, i couldn't stop treating someone important as that normally..hahaXD
this isn't falling in love after all!



i thinkXP

what big mistakes!

This phone has emotions too! isn't it cute? hahaXDD
at least now i understand my feelings..can finally stop wondering as much as last few days.. hahaX3

ショートポスト#90

心中之火,
正在燃烧着..

心中的野望,
等着..

照明之光,
慢慢消失..

最后的希望,
被他人获得..

想要的东西就必须取得.
但,人心非物,
难以抢夺..

她那纯洁的灵魂,
人见人爱,
谁不想要?

When there is 1/6,692,030,277 in the entire world,
then there will be 2 , 3 , 4 and more..
fate had showed me that my ideal one do exists,
i will not let go again when there is another chance!
long doesn't mean forever,
in my life, i shall prove there is something call Eternal Love..

Water 35 litres
Carbon 20 kg
Ammonia 4 litres
Lime 1.5 kg
Phosphorus 800g
Salt 250 g
Salt peter 100g (potassium nitrate)
Sulphur 80 grams
Fluorine 7.5
Iron 5 g
Silicone 3g
and trace amounts of 15 other elements

these ingrediesnts made up a human body..
what make a human so valueable is it's soul..
Love is mainly about soul to soul and only very minor about body to body..
thats in my opinion..
oh no..i am getting nuts..@.@
need to enter my nothing box right away or i will really go nuts!!@.@

math math math math math math math math math moral moral moral moral moral moral@.@

Early morning breakfast, Japan style..awesome..hahaXDcharging my talking cellphone, Seven! hahahXD he has arms and legs and he can talk!! seriously! hahhaXD

ショートポスト#89

Think soo much until head bleeds..geng or not? hahhaXD
actually pimple exploded la..hahaXP

i guess i did it again! overdid stuff..=.="
couldn't help it..its still under repair stage..hahaX3
but but but but,
treating someone higher priority just like treating the others i will feel strange leh~X#
higher prority doesn't mean love one ok? hahaXP
giving presents that are unusual will create strange feelings..
new idea always have a risk..i will willing to take that risk because i believe in them that they won't get mistaken..
This time was lucky i suppose..instead of being mistaken, she just feel awkward about it..
thank god it didn't collapse! hahhaXD
this is like riding a rollercoaster that speeds on a wooden track thats on fire! hahaXD
freaking high risk!!!!!@.@

must stop overdoing things..must stop! must stop!@.@

when come to presents..i just give what i feel is nice..never have second thoughs!!
especially close friends!!@.@
if i can afford, what ever price i also willing to pay! hahhaXD
this time really learnt a lesson..haizz
give presents also need to think..what cruel word we live in..hahhaaXD

i saw chocobo just now!!!@.@how can i resists this cute thing!!! hahahXD very expensive but its nice! hahaXD
got cerificate somemore! cool isn't it? hahhaXD

please remind me if i ever overdid stuff again guys~~ thank you! hahhaXD